Things I need to do this summer:

  • Commit to more physical exercise
  • Hang out with more friends, i.e. work on my social anxiety
  • Go camping at least once
  • Experiment in the kitchen
  • Find cheaper/free things to do
  • Get back into some of my solitary hobbies
  • Try new ways of dressing myself

Why does this list seem so daunting to me? Getting this stuff done shouldn’t seem so difficult.

Things to do now that the semester’s over:

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There is a god.

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Things I’ve done today since vowing to stay indoors:

  • Waited for Portal 2 to install
  • Watched Whose Line
  • Eaten pizza
  • Drank a ton of water and Coke Zero
  • Waited for Portal 2 to install
  • Added things to my pointless wishlist on Karmaloop
  • Waited for Portal 2 to install
  • Read
  • Texted K and T
  • Watched Whose Line
  • Waited for Portal 2 to install
  • Added things to my pointless wishlist on Karmaloop
  • Waited for Portal 2 to install
  • Waited for Portal 2 to install
  • Waited for Portal 2 to install

Sitting in Panera with a surprisingly decent caramel latte.

Things I have to do today:
  • Pick up prescription
  • Pick up student visa
  • Buy Christmas presents for the siblings
  • Buy recycled golf balls for my dad
  • Try not to go broke

Things I want to do today:

  • Meet up with K
  • Meet up with the boy

Things I probably won’t get to do today:

  • Meet up with K
  • Meet up with the boy

The Bad

(soon to be followed by a late very good things list)

  • Late for my Biology midterm, lost 5 minutes of potential answer time
  • Forgot my calculator
  • Weird and audible snap from my ankle so now I have to be gentle with it
  • Scary dreams were scary
  • Still can’t shake that feeling
  • No concrete weekend plans
  • Missing my family

Wishlist/Things I should save for

nikklikeslists:

  • Bicycle
  • Weighted hula hoop
  • Tapestry or quilt with a design inspired by India
  • Sun lamp
  • Small Ganesha idol or print
  • Hammock
  • Leather fanny pack/belt bag
  • “The Best Of Whose Line Is It Anyway?” DVD
  • Pure White Linen eau de parfum by Estée Lauder
  • Turkish apple tea

See also: things I may ask my parents for as a birthday present.

Yes, I did make a blog specifically for lists. I like lists.

Source: nikklikeslists

Things about me that reinforce the negative stereotype towards bisexuals

  • When inebriated, I’m more likely to make out with a girl than with a guy.
  • See also: dance with, hit on, fondle, grope, etc.
  • I have more sexual experience with girls than guys.
  • My first consensual sexual experience was with a girl.
  • I say things to myself like “I’d tap that” when I see attractive females.
  • I am the stereotypical tomboy femme.
  • I talk about boobs. A lot.
  • And butts.

I don’t know why this is bumming me out right now as much as it is. I love any and all expressions of gender and sexuality, but with what my life’s been like recently it sucks to know that I’m becoming increasingly self-conscious about believing that a large majority of the people I’ve met put me into the role of bi-only-when-wasted. Less so now because I’m in a monogamous relationship, but it still sucks.

The awesome things people in my life say to me

“Hey Nikki you’re so fine, you’re so fine you blow my mind, hey Nikki *clap clap* hey Nikki!”

“It looks so mad! ‘Cause it’s DEAD.”

“I would totally enjoy a hedonistic, unrestrained spankathon, but I needed to be in bed an hour ago.”